Leaving school today was surreal. Walking out of that building and knowing that I won’t be going back was strange. I feel like I need to let out a huge breath but I just can’t. It’s too big. Sure it sounds really dramatic but it’s how I’m feeling. Just really kind of uptight and like I’ve been holding my breath for three years and now.. I can let go. But at the same time I don’t want to.

I finished work around noon and then went home and dropped my stuff. I took the ojek to MK’s house and then hung out with her for a bit til we went to the salon for our hair, mani and pedi. Lovely and relaxing. I love getting my hair washed and straightened. Then we went to meet some of our other friends at Starbucks. They were heading to Cork & Screw.. probably my favourite restaurant but I didn’t feel like going tonight. I don’t really know why. I think because I have had such incredible times there with MK and Jimmy.. I didn’t want to mess with those memories. Weird of me.. but hey I can be weird if I want to. 

So MK and I went for Chinese and then picked up a few things at the mall. We also sang Karaoke songs in one of the little booths in the mall. It’s like a portopotty but with music! It was good fun and we sang some great songs.. we finished with Michael Buble’s Home.. which was a mistake. Way too sad. We had a bit of a moment! Have you ever really paid attention to those words?? Not good for two friends who don’t want to part ways.

Jimmy popped by MKs house and we all had a bit of a laugh. He also dropped a card by my house and it said all the right kinds of things. It was really very nice and I think he and I will be okay. He’ll be surfing in Bali so he wants to meet up and take MK and I out… seeing as he drank all our liquor this year and never contributed to the supply.. it’s the least he can do. I do think things will be better with me and old Jimmy.. 

So yes.. tomorrow is Bali.. it’ll be a good place to unwind and breathe a bit..